I am battling with my body once again. I returned to my doctor
on Monday afternoon because my ears were not feeling better, I was tired and my
chest was becoming congested. I had taken all of my prescription and I was
still not mending. My doctor was shocked that I was battling an even more
intense ear infection then before. What the heck?! The only denominator that I could come up with
that was lacking in my recovery routine was rest.
I have never been good about just stopping and healing,
unless I was so sick I had no other choice. I tend to keep going full steam
ahead taking my medicine, slowing a little, but not enough to have the laundry
pile up or my life to show signs of me not being on my game. I just like to
keep up with my life and not show any kinks in my armor. It is a Mom thing.
As most Mom’s know the motto goes “Family first, Mom last”. This
motto is much like “The captain goes down with the ship”. Moms are super heroes
who put themselves last focusing on the lists of things that must be
accomplished in order for the family to carry on. This notion of “keeping calm
and carrying on” is nothing new, but it is time for me to set it aside. I have
to force myself to rest and I feel I should wave the banner high for other mom’s
to do the same.
Being sick is tough enough without having it hang on like a Monkey
Grinders monkey. Is it really that big a deal if we eat grill cheese for dinner
or the laundry takes three days instead of one? Maybe by slowing the pace,
taking time to read or (like in my case) playing thousands of games of euchre
on your Ipad, you can allow your body to work on healing rather than just keeping
you going. Honestly, being sick is when I realize how much I contribute when I
am healthy.
If there is any hope for a full recovery, I am going to have
to keep my eye on the prize. I want to be healthy and rest is the only answer
at this point. I like my doctor, but I really do not want to see him every
other week. I actually told my doctor’s nurse that she and I should exchange
numbers so that we can chat, since we have become so close throughout my many
visits. Resting is an important part of recovery and today I am giving myself
some more time to do just that. How about you?
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