There
is no doubt it is the holidays. What little time you think you have to be ready
to celebrate with family and friends begins to feel a bit like a Christmas
ribbon noose, tightening as each day passes until you are gasping for one
moment of free time which you promptly fill with something else that has to be
done.
I
have given up trying to be “ready” for the holidays. I bought Christmas cards
that I probably will not send and I proclaimed this morning that “I am not
making cookies!” I just end up eating them and I just don’t want to do that or
have that stress. We have plenty of goodies here no one will starve or pass out
from a lack of sugar. The holidays are coming whether I am ready or not, so I
would rather just take it down a notch or two.
The
song goes “Tis the season to be Jolly falalalalala”, and that is what I want to
be. I don’t want to be bloated from too many cookies or overwhelmed by a “have
to” annual agenda this year. I am giving everyone fair warning that if you are
expecting the usual you will be disappointed. I am not Scrooge and I am not
giving up on traditions, I am just slowing down the pace enough so that I can
be jolly, after all tis the season right?
The
trick will be that I actually follow through with this plan. There is always a
chance at the last minute the desire for a homemade cookie or my guilt over not
sending cards kicks in and falalalala turns into FLAAAAAAA as I become a high
speed blender of activity trying to make up for my non stress plan. All I know
is that on December 26th, non of this will matter for another 365
days so whatever happens I know that in a week and a half the season will be
over and life’s pace will even out.
Awww,
now I’m a little sad and feeling like I need a Christmas cookie and I should
probably send out a card or two to loved ones that are out of state…FALALALALA (ribbon
tightening… feeling the holiday noose…) and so it begins, tis the season!
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